I still don't know how to type chinese, so my last xanga was almost updated a month ago~~ Someone says " it's too naive to have such a decision. Everything is still unknown yet. Don't put too much effort on something that is uncertain, unrealistic..." Another says" Why are you doing so much but there's actually no returns for you, even if there are returns, it's just less than what you have given up." I don't understand. If you really like to do something, go ahead. If you really think that its worth to do so, why holding your step? You think and you slowed down means that you are not yet like that thing or that person. Or you just don't know what you like and you are just wandering. Isn't it normal to treasure the thing that you like? Words are sometimes clear but at the same time, too fancy. I don't know. Just want to say, I think it worths it. Isn't it? :P It would be half a year soon. But it seems less than that. Much much less than that. But I know the next half year would be very long. Much much longer than that. This year would be challenging, why don't we "hold tightly" and overcome it? Something, I just don't know how it started. Sometimes, I don't know why I suddenly missed something. Something, may be someone actually... sometimes, may be not some, but all. :) All the time~haha I-day Video in progress Harder than I supposed. Tutor... I just feel that... I am giving my last resort... Here, makes me know what are really important to me. Coz here took away too much of mine, I think :P When I was taken away by this place, you are also taking me away from the ones that I love... and pulling them away from me... I don't want to miss anything, anyone please... but I still don't want to break the promises, at least...For sure, at this moment :P Sometimes when you are unhappy, you don't want the others to know it, but you want them to discover it. When will you let me to discover arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr? Quick quick let me know! | 
